now that you're gone.

because we were always waiting for an epic whirlwind to come along and change our lives.

Why are we acting so indifferent in front of others when in actuality it's killing us inside ?

For we are stubborn people who refuse to budge, who refuse to show weakness, who refuse to give in.

Yet we still walked, walking along the path that became a merge of lives, though I never realized when I let go of yours and when you released mine.

Maybe i was wrong, maybe i just have yet to truly understand the meaning of sharing. Not you anyway.

So we walk down the concrete path, my hand in yours and your hand in mine; wondering, how long, just how much longer before that first string snaps.

But you have never let me fall away. Even till now. Watching every closure, every pain.

My silly little princess who wears a silver chain around your wrist; i love you very very much.

Maybe we should just let history repeat itself, just to experience the joy the laughter and the tears once more.

They danced, a slow and awkward dance
In the summer rain.


Therefore;
Ray of the Sun
and Shadow


You are everything that i am, yet everything that i am not

I fear that, we're so alike,
and maybe
this resemblance shall be our ultimate downfall.


I cringe everytime i recall you. I have never felt so hopeless and dejected about something before. Never. So much i dont even feel like i've bothered.

Mr déjà vu, now that you're gone, would things ever be the same again ?

Fasten the rose collar
Hold the silver chain in your mouth
Tonight, too, someone will meet his end

And we'll burn out like a firestorm.

In essence, it's still too much, too heavy and too dear.

~*~

It’s not the tree that forsakes the flower
But the flower that forsakes the tree
Someday I’ll learn to love these scars
Still fresh from the red-hot blade of your words